Okay so, i kinda wanted to talk to you about something.
And this includes the group, as in the people i mostly sit with at lunch, in school.
I sometimes kinda feel like i'm the odd one out, or none of you really like me.
Honestly, if i've done anything wrong to make you guys hate me that much, then it's best to just tell me, otherthan make nasty remarks all the time, i take it all in way too much and let you do it. some of you seem to think i'm really stupid, and dumb, some of you even say it to my face, and it really hurts me. I'm not THAT stupid am i? Just because i sometimes ask what a certain word means, doesn't mean you have to judge me for it, you kinda need to remember ive had learning difficulties, and it just shows how much you really don't wanna know me :/. ''oh livvy, you might aswell of been born a blonde'' I'm not mentioning the name of who said that, but i'm pretty sure it nearly made me cry, because ive had to put up with you saying that to me alot. And also, i get that my laugh is fucking annoying, okay? :/ but i'm not changing That. I've accepted you guys for who you are, so why do you like putting ME down?

I know people who have been bullied throughout their Life, and whenever i try to be their friend, and whenever i try to understand their pain, i get it aaaaaall thrown back in my face. Trust me, i'm pretty sure i've done alot for people so far, and i really do love you guys. Just Remember, i do have a heart too, and it's already been through alot so don't put it through alot more. I'm Excluding tilly & ashleigh because they haven't done anything wrong <3.

Anyways. I know i'm generally a happy person and some of you don't like it, but maybe you need to lighten up. I can't be exactly like you. I don't choose which 'clique' I'm in, I'm me, and i'm friends with anyone. I try to help, i try to be there, I try to join in, but whenever i do, you're just like 'oh great... it's livvy'

I'm just trying to be a good friend, thats all.

If i really don't fit in with you guys, and you don't even want me there.
Then simply tell me to fuck off